Logging with my space my sorrows

 Originally I thought I would be very strong to face this fact. But the kind of pain or torture me! I will not cry, I cried at that moment, and then I did not shed a single tear, I think I can not afford not worth the flow of a tear! Because he was not as good as me! I want to say three years older than me though you can never learn to grow up you think the original is so naive that we do not! I should say naive! Whether you have the money that has no place as long as you are good to me, we will have a better future. I always believe that you will give me a warm home and happy families, because no matter what your parents say you can agree, you will be with me, we have also vowed to work together so that they agree with but you retreat. You just throw me in the side of silly to cry, but this time I did not cry, I just sighed a man in the original would make such a choice! In fact, you do not think parents will agree with me, but I thought, as long as we both strive to maintain the good life at home, they will agree, I have been trying, and you? Friends say that I am stupid, I think I'm stupid, I used to be to you as a lifetime to the old people to trust, but you gave me the answer is this! I open my diary room log, full of all my expectations and sadness for you! Your ring finger I wear it, I thought the promise ring that will never change for you will never take off, but I was wrong. I'm the wrong person is you? An I'm sorry, one you will always remember me send me to it! I do not like a toy. This all just makes me fat! What is remember me, so if one day you took a woman into marriage, you will remember when there was personal for you to give up all of it? Would you? You will not! You with the most perfect language, and I opened one of the most ridiculous joke, and the result is I cried laughing. Every time you will give me the biggest nonsense for a minute before a happy heart to call one minute after the break up text message telling me I have told myself again and again to learn to protect themselves. but I still hurt. I always care about you like that fear of losing you, I share much more careful in the care of tender love, but no matter how hard I try I still do not protect it! When a friend were watching a log! A girl wrote to her boyfriend's log, her experience and we seem to be, but we only difference is that they break up the game because we do ... I am full of melancholy and sadness, you do not understand. I met you was a beautiful mistake! I think because you have the choice to give up life, I told you I would go to the west, because you do not know what ... but I know why my heart! When you say you do not know your parents agree with me how happy I am, I am excited to sleep that night! But you say your mother some of our photos to see how much I worry when upset, I told myself I'll certainly make a good showing! For you I have changed a lot, I rarely cry in front of you, because you hate me so! I sometimes. Cheat you want to surprise you, but you did not like, I learned to become monotonous up! I always feel like our position reversed! You are the woman I'm a man, I have joked with you my life you be a woman when a man. In fact, I was really frustrated, I wish you good love me. You said you have to go to school, of course, a good time with friends, although I have wronged, but still forgive you! But now you have your work, you gave me the answer! I know you are wronged Maybe you are like me. You always take your mother as a shield between me doubly. Do you have difficulties not ever said to me, you let me how to feel at ease. I have worked hard for you, some things you never understand the things you would never know I might. If you really love me today would not have happened, right? I do not want to let ourselves sad, piece of my heart will never heal wounds! From now on, I do not know whether there will be intersection, when one day when we pass in the street, do you still remember the man who cried for you as you smile me! Some words I have said many times but you never mind. Why did a year ago you do not just leave, maybe I would not have depression so deep, I will not belittle you live under such a pain. God and I joke, I really understand the value of my existence, I was born to despise you, right? This love I can not afford to, I do not want it. I do not throw your ring, I'll pay you back! Everything you all I will pay you, would you please give me back my heart! I do not want to own such a pain. You destroyed my warm nest, I hate you! ! I recall once wanted to cry, I will never forget the experience we go hiking, you call Oh carefully, since you took my hand that I found you when you fall for my own way really cute dead, why this has been so good to destroy you, because you gave me made me fall in love with a beautiful mountain. But today,cheap UGG boots, because you hurt me will always hate climbing! What about you all and I will avoid, because I am afraid one day meet that will make non-stop my tears flowing. I'm afraid my heart will be hurt! I will be strong to live, not anyone look down on me, no you do not have a man like me to support my family, I have a heart attack and how, if I die, I had the ability to hold up my home, too well my life. I do not expect you to give me a rich life, because I fell in love with your real you, from my world is you, my friends asked me the network name mean, YSLD BoA is actually a pig Yuan Liu pig BoA, because I like it this way is called a pig, in my world, keep you as a baby but you do not know ... I'm mad at myself I was angry that I felt useless, and mad at me how come you have to air so why should I care about you so well, gas, why did I put my world was full of you! I know you've seen I wrote these, but can not say you never will share the pain. You may talk to your friends, they will, and you say I do not deserve nostalgia, I will not care about these, you can say what. Today, I write them a morning time, I have to face tomorrow's test Wuxialihui, you have not thought about your actions yesterday brought me is ... you will not think about this question, because you're too self-a , what you always listen to you, you might consider but for me ... now you say that these have been useless. E-mail last wrote to you I wrote down in tears, and you do not understand my dedication to you, well I live in front of you did not dignity, you told me to throw to throw, that is nice. I do not know what to do to do. You have said that if one day you do not want me, I'll find you you beat them you'll be with me, do you remember? I did not use it as a joke, but I would not do that as it has no point, you can use various means to hurt me, but I would not by any means hurt you. Even if someone wants to hurt you I will uphold you! Until now, I'm still in the maintenance of you, you say you with me to do it? I do not want to say anything, because no amount of words are also superfluous. I despise you, you do not deserve my love. Look at your state, I do not know what to say. Look at their friends sweet smile, I was pained painful painful. When such a sweet friend, and I was secretly hiding in the corner crying! My friends and I joke that God so unfair to me why I was not ... with you I will not complain about your care for me, but you say you care about me so I would not say anything, but my but their hearts are in pain. When I miss you far away to hear your voice when it is so impatient, why his friends are on the phone and I was just like another language. You'll always be this way, you say you try to change for me, I was more looking forward to a day you will tell me I have to change for you! But I know this is impossible. Why always be so hurt me this way? Why? You can hang heartless to ignore my phone a few days and I am off for a minute I can not bear to make you sad for what I really am! After listening to your reasons for splitting, I understand our impossible. Because my family your mother and I can not be together against you, I told you I wish you would work with me, you say I do not know your pain. I give up, this is really you do not have confidence! I still do not know why you feel bad, to make you hurt me, I let you and her, you do not know how much I hurt, looking at text messages between you, I knew that that relationship between you. I have done that to you, you are helpless, but your performance made me feel I did it right. I can not say that this is our future and I said you have, right! I say these words more than the flow of tears, you cry,UGG boots, but this they mean? I send you my ring back to you when they throw you gave, I'm so angry so sad, I turned them back, you again you have to go back, you say if I threw it away you I had to do it keep it, then I saw the girls talking and you have a good message with good help when I was, but I can what you like sake! So far I have come to realize I was wrong ah good ridiculous! But what I can, I'm sorry you threw me a pass out. This time I sank the kind of dead cold. This is my story, my first love, so that the bitterness. When you open my log, if you could feel the sadness share broke our hearts? I hope my friends around me cherish your love, protect it! Your happiness is my greatest joy! These days, thank you for my care. My heart was so sad, someone to rely on, but I can turn to? I do not dare imagine I used to love together today and look like other girls. Now I have a third party. Third party third party harp I heard cry, in fact, she is not a third party, she chose me as his. I should not like this. I should not be sad, I need is a strong. I told myself to smile and be strong, be strong but how can I not up. Under a strong case, but it is my soft heart, as long as I touch it I will hurt to death. Why God chose the pain I suffer like that,UGG boots clearance, heart sore, How can I escape? When it was my own making, why do I still hurt, and why? I should quietly leave you, right? Forever away from you, right? Oh, do not know, she will not treat you will not be hardened with you forever, whatever you want to make good on her. This concludes our story, and had my heart still holding some hope. I'll call you to ask you how you really look at our future, you said we are together even if we do not have the results later, I ask you do you are so big you can not learn self-reliance? You say you are learning to run out and now does not work. When you say we just friends, if you have the ability to out to be with me. I had my heart hurts, pain death. I ask you you really going at her, you said she does not know what the results of graduated, I know you acquiesced. I love you more, but you hurt me so, I wish one day you will find that you share my dedication, I wish you could see this log, you see my share of heart call, but I know you will not go back to it! I know that you will not want me to ring so I secretly returned to you, forgive me leave without saying goodbye, because I fear injury, fear of seeing you and the other women look sweet. Because I am afraid so I chose to sneak out, do not blame me! 'To find the right person is a happy beginning, the wrong person is the source of misfortune. 'You are saying that us? You really let me down ah well! Why do you say to me I still feel that was a happiness? I am that you meet the wrong person is it? I know a lot of people have seen me this log, there are perhaps some of my friends of strangers, I am very grateful to you for my share of silent support. In fact, he is not so bad, but he was forced by the reality, my bad, no good conditions for his carefree love, we just ended, and know my friends will think we will and good , but this really is not it! Perhaps the world does not love, is too perfect, I like to watch. I just want to say to him that day if you say you love me is true, I am willing to wait for you to spend my life waiting for you, so you really focus on one day wear the ring on my ring finger! My friends do not call me stupid do not blame me, I'll be ready to support you in silence. I just want to prove my share of hot love, others for a loved one and other life, I can. Even if we have no future, I would also like a lifetime alone. I will keep this log record our wonderful, wonderful support in this heart I had to dismantle. Is not I make you tired ah! Not as you have missed me. We can really overcome this difficulty it? Why are you hiding from me? If I make you tired, you and I said, I do not force you. I like a man, etc., ending without a result, I can bear. Do not be so cold to me like! A week, I lost a whole week, two points for a week every day I sleep, seven onwards, can not sleep. I try my hardest to work to fill my heart collapse. I finally realized the girl had called me when she thought the share of helplessness and sadness. God let me try again. Really is not too happy! Watch TV during the day and night as long as I'm busy cooking up, I will not heartache. I'm afraid I can not stand I do not think he called her scenes with them sweet, I'm afraid. Really want to rely on someone to give me a shoulder, but now ... a lot of recent things we are always a little heart beat so fast I wish I was down, I do not live up the body without a place is good. I also worry about Mom, so I did not tell her I want to live strong. I can not because your next escape the collapse. You say she told you to look for every girl who better than they are negative life care is a reality, I was too naive to you, I'm so disappointed. You go to your reality, and I guard my innocence crying waiting for you. A lot of memories, once so beautiful is over. Think before you give me that promise, and now I did not let himself remember. I knew that if I try to find memories I will certainly hurt. I'd rather play the fool. Heart, a lot of words to say, but how can those words to express my sorrow and grief? Do your final decision once emptied my heart, I kept a record I would like to say to you, you will see it? Probably not, you will not care about me again, because once you will not focus on my space. Space, every story is an article about you but you have never seen, even once you see, you are also shirk the. Year and a half because you love the reality and thus destroyed. Just now I opened my room log,UGGs, the log is a lot a lot about you. When you open the log in 2008 when we're just friends, your reply is so appropriate people. Your comment I did not find. 2009, I promise you start to tell me you love me forever make me happy, so that those words really touched me and has watched all kinds of warm feeling. But also mixed with the feeling behind the pain you gave me, you started me indifferent. Pain and happiness to so intertwined now, our love came to an end of the day.