1st Sep. 2011 Birmingham

 Why
where no matter what no matter where I am always so passive it?

Why do say that every word carefully so everything in it?

even to I'm so good-natured people seem to get along

but I feel very tired.

know how I would like to know how to refuse to adhere to their own opinions I would like to become actively want to make their fight

tell myself every time I want to insist I want to change

but can not do.

father was asked to people living with me was asked to say alive

such a state is like a living for others, like

No, I should being alive for myself.



recent pressure particularly

not finish writing a paper when the pressure

have finally finished handed subjects linked to the pressure of fear

professor does not know how to judge the nationality of the students was mixed with the language of my articles do disadvantages

Chinese students in particular, that has great views of the prof development teacher

the first test in the UK do not test well

gave me a bad start

so that the greater the pressure on the back

Although I am not a small number of failures, but I do not have open-minded to ignore every failure

language problems as well the pressures of life stress

a variety of pressures

the face of these pressures I have nothing to lose yourself this time is said

just a sense of frustration

did not always able to do certain things, like the ultimate

Liu Xi said that to succeed target to take the high

So I set to the first class

even think that far away

Kun Yu River Guangde public good scenery

 Tian Du sparse block is not in response to low-carbon travel, Saturday (Jan. 8) at the nearby Zizhuqiao appointment, we are also a handful of walking.
Be a good gathering of 18:00, 15:00 to early departure from home a. to Yu Yuan Tan Park South Gate as a starting point, has been walking along the Kun Yu River, sightseeing tours, health fitness, taking pictures. Kumi see this as transparent to the weather on Saturday, to enjoy nature to it. sightseeing trip, until the night comes, Fleet of Foot appointment only win their hearts and turn, to share the walk I see it!
1, here is the truly firm, and form a natural ice rink.
3, which is not a skater Oh, is through the ice fishermen!
4, where just across the West Third Ring Road.
5, for the first time from this angle View beat Central Tower.
6, was walking on ice can be seen everywhere, as long as the ice-owned vehicles, skates, a natural ice rink huge free play.
7, you can clearly see the Air Force General Hospital, I had In hospitalized.
9, West Diaoyutai Garden, River-intensive high-rise building area.
15, Kunyu changed in this north-south by the east-west, took a few more.
20 , Yulong spa, opened last year, Beijing has recently considered the hot springs, and it will not be burning boilers?
25, Yu Wai Building.
28, refined towers, exquisite parks.
29, Royal bay .
30, Across from the
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I have forgotten in the forgotten corners by you

 Denon's a day of memories come a long way, from March 10 that day, I walked into the Dragon's world began to network my career with the virtual in the real, let me see the most sincere the good side, less real-life fraud Seoul and I, do not take into account the purpose of others is not your friend with a.
my Denon with the world of carefree play with a simple life another role. know you are a beautiful accident, let the other end of my life more of a worry, it makes my life becomes colorful ...
the road along the way, we Noisy stir, all the way because of your company, so I am happy happy ... October 1 is my most memorable day the day after the storms in the common experience of many, we hand walked into the beautiful and sacred marriage hall , you say this is the biggest commitment to you .. my husband really want to tell you, with your love I'm so happy, you make me most happy bride Dragon, we will see a steady and slow and old together hand in hand, sitting in a rocking chair in back to back the number of stars in the sky ...
as part of our brother broke the tranquility and happiness, and perhaps her husband you would think that is normal, but I do not think so, I am a girl, Although it is a joke, but the joke has gone beyond the limit, that her husband does not respect people also thought it was just a joke What a joke ..? since it is a joke, her husband came out and said why do not you saying that you leave with a brother, leave me alone, knowing how upset his wife mind you ..? this really hurt, at least to maintain the day her husband left his wife and brother ...
two people finally understand the path of true hand The so hard that a person's efforts are not enough, if you really want to hold hands with an old, her husband, ah, in our own world, I hope Denon witness of our love and happiness to go on, to know you from the day, I just want you to stay, just want to keep on your side, too simple .. just part of our lives together through the days really is not easy, and I cherish her husband belong to our happiness .. ah, I love you, but the heartache and sadness so I'm sorry ..

Rams wrap a shameless estrus by the Huang

 These days, there was a line around the sheep estrous Jiaochun husband, David Card also particularly ugly. A week ago, the person's reputation is less than one billion Jude's. But now his popularity might have been a Jude one ten thousandth of the. there is such a sex scandal, a total of two. First Huang according to his crew visit the set where the second is that he and Huang to debate. Jude to the long-snappers in the entertainment eyes that, at a glance, these two pieces of the reports, there is a familiarity with, I believe no one will doubt that Jude confirmation after we learned that Huang is not in accordance with Qutan the class of sheep that her husband, but a coincidence; Secondly, goes on so-called friends had agreed, that scale is simply not really Apart from these two points aside, this thing is the biggest question, visit the set of a private matter, this estrus ram and Huang to the ?
the second was a slightly different event. press keeps saying that he personally crew visit the set of events, Jude may also believe that journalists at the airport, out of the airport's photo made into a So, although there is no flight, told reporters the news, and instructed him to fake the whole thing as possible can only be one person, that is, the ram would only own sense of shame!
speculation on this scandal, ram is shameless bird is different, this guy into the entertainment business last year, a total of only acted in an unknown bit-part player, with the The reason why only the original ram
shamelessly into the entertainment, the original is out of a speculation purposes. This man is a top-heavy foundation shallow, sharp-tongued old soil thick-skinned to take the empty belly, he entered the entertainment circle to hard show off their cars and jewelry, the move is simply people laugh, even to speculation that the land where their old to take business, they do not have such a disgrace ah!
only heat in the back of the ram, apparently with A Cunning think tank (see his askew like an idiot, I bet he could not think of such a comprehensive plan), what they planned this whole event from the hype, and the poor is the entire plot by Huang victims of the event!
Huang to save it, the good girls are suffering simply can not bear the weight of unfounded rumors, Jude not bear to see the bird's heat around the ram he kept barking suck her blood!

Tell you a true Korean

 Original Address: a reference text of reference to tell you: The Thinker


reference

xingyaf reference to tell you a true Korean


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Yuan Li Shimin to tell you a true Korean

Press: North Korea is truly a socialist country, hold high founding leader of the great, unswervingly take the socialist road with the public, Rich - no bureaucratic bourgeoisie and the bourgeoisie, not the oppression and exploitation, there is no polarization, no unemployment and laid-off people are the masters of the country. Although North Korea full of mountains, on the people but no mountain. social stability and unity of the people, a good relationship between cadres, strengthening national defense - the courage to break the big powers led by the U.S. nuclear monopoly. North Korea is the superiority of the Chinese people long for.

can not jump off North Korea is poor, poverty, in addition to the surface of the basis to judge whether or not the economic, medical education should also include the tax price of housing and other social costs of all aspects of integrated these considerations, the DPRK definitely not poor!

tell you a true Korean

swallows, October 2010

long ago in the Chinese the eyes of the Korean revolution allies from a narrow strip of water into the Chinese reform and opening up in stark contrast, closed-door policy of the feudal kingdom. poverty, hunger, alienation with the mainstream world, the Kim dynasty's close monitoring and authoritarian rule, live in tyranny There is no freedom under the tyranny of human rights to speak of the ignorance and the people in the West and the Chinese mainstream media trying to show us the image of the Korean standard. In such a standard of living under totalitarian country people, they are all acts of the state machinery under tight control, they do not have personal freedom and dignity, they will be fined for losing a World Cup game to coal mining sin, because they were thrown into prison eavesdropping on enemy units, they will be hungry for a break while the Chinese illegal immigrants repatriated shot.

on the Internet in China, Taiwan, circulating host announcer shouting demonize North Korea rice under heaven funny videos, popular primary school textbooks promote Kim Jong Il the Korean plane shot down an exaggeration expression, circulating with a the dignity of a sudden become a national surplus and boundless freedom, we can laugh at other people alone double happiness, and then the mortgage, school loans, auto loans, both into Cloud Nine.

However, in our laughing at others, we really know the maverick country, we have further evidence in this country to do field research, we know the fate of this country and how our country has a vital geo-political association. If we do not want to know the truth, but is willing to fabricate with the rear end in the United States on the DPRK one after another ridiculous story, and then repeated the baseless assertion consolation, I'm sorry that we are not only countless sacrifices of the martyrs in the Korean War, and I'm sorry our country, because we demonization of the DPRK is also in the self-deprecating, is under the guidance of the United States and North Korea through the deconstruction of self-deconstruction, we will eventually lose their power the legitimacy, lose the future of China's socialist cause, and then we may will realize that the United States to subvert the socialist China is brewing against the DPRK and the fundamental motivation of the true public opinion, but history will give us the chance to start up?

if the Soviet people did not believe in encouraging the U.S. public opinion Perhaps the Soviet Union still can compete with the United States full superpower, the United States if the Iraqi people did not believe in preventive measures, we may not create the best, but avoid the worst outcome.

Chairman Mao once said: the most important issue. antagonistic relationship between the United States because China will never compromise obedience to change. any wise Chinese people, should be well aware, at any time in the future, can threaten the core interests of China, and China have the ability to set will bring death to the U.S., not North Korea. the enemy clearly, and friends can be united in solidarity against a common enemy, it should be our strategic goal of determination. North Korea, because we have a common enemy and therefore a long period of time should be our friends can and must unite. listen to slanderers, into enemies has always been a military commander taboo, in order to avoid mistakes we have to pay only the cost of their field solution truly what we might rely on friends only. We do not need to beautify the North, but we need to know and understand North Korea, such as the U.S. said it really is evil rogue country? travel by train from our moment in the Yalu River Bridge, we began contact with the truth.


; a river across the two worlds

in to North Korea, I do not just listen to a friend talked about this story: Many North Koreans can not stand the domestic hunger at the same time as the envy of the good life in China, but smuggled into China, the kind the Chinese people because they do not have the heart to return to face their fate of being executed for refusing to repatriate them. For the story during my later journey North Korea has asked the tour guide, she said if that happens, owing to acts of treason, in North Korea to accept the punishment is more severe, but not the death penalty. her response to the DPRK that we may be the rigors of the law imagine the existence of excessive error, this error may be North Korean defectors in order to win our sympathy to our error message, perhaps the Chinese locals repeated the baseless assertion, of course, also possible that North Korean tour guide told a lie, she can not answer believe this issue to us as a visitor this, it is a fact that can not be verified. It is only an introduction topic, I actually want to bring here is another question: namely, why Koreans defected to China? how do they do that better living conditions in China, according to Western and Chinese mainstream media propaganda, they are not should be North Korea's official shield in an isolated world? in fact not the case, as we marched in the course of the Yalu River can be seen , the new meaning of the Korean city of Dandong in China is only separated by a river, is overlooking the river. The view from the river to see the purpose and scope, in my eyes the new meaning of the Korean city is better than I imagined, due to new meaning into the city is my first impression of North Korea, so the impact is relatively large. I thought that North Korea is very backward, I can see is very like the scene where I was a kid to look like the plant state-level city, buildings are old, there should be several decades of history, but Busuan broken, people's clothes are quite fashionable, especially in my accident most of the Korean women's makeup and wear high heels are very common, which I Korean imagination quite different. can be said that if I had grown up in such an environment, and does not contact the other environment, I think at least for me it is not impossible to bear. However, the other side of the Yalu River in Dandong City, China, what is look like? we see Dandong Yalu River Bridge is no exaggeration to say that it is simply a small Pudong. Riverside seen exclusively ultra-luxury high-rise, even a building like the Oriental Pearl Tower. When I saw that scene when the first reaction is along the Yangtze River in China Dandong city government deliberately built in the impact of these very modern building, the purpose is to provide the DPRK may show the great achievements of China's reform. This face-saving projects in the country I see many, but not thought to the limit here, because we stay in Dandong railway station some time wandering around and not feel how Dandong is a developed city, it and the Chinese general about the small prefecture-level cities. This contrast in some extent, shows North Koreans sneaked into China, we also have to be held in China as part of the Dandong city government responsibility. It's like we Chinese think the United States or Japan, very good, but we just learned it the bright side . human nature is a profit and avoid loss, and if we want to demonize or to beautify the purpose of a country, just need to enlarge its disadvantages, advantages, shielding, or vice versa can be achieved, because for most people, a non home country of any impression of the country not from field trips, but rather from the propaganda or hearsay.

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real socialist country

denied North Korea is poor, but denied that North Korea's socialist nature. DPRK socialist plan economy, protect the employment rights of workers, not the unemployed population. DPRK government has done in the basic living security is very good, although can not guarantee that everyone can live very rich, but both farmers and urban residents, the Government has provided free housing, education and health care.

Korea the 11 years of free compulsory education, including one year pre-school, 4 years primary, 6 years of secondary school. DPRK government attached great importance to education, to ensure that school children do not have a country, not after 11 year compulsory education by the State will be no work. North Korea currently has more than 4,000 secondary schools, 200 universities, university enrollment rate of students up to twenty percent, in addition to tuition exemption, the state of family problems or outstanding students also grants and scholarships. DPRK government to improve the quality of the people, intellectuals, all members of society proposed the slogan of the policy inclination of intellectuals, and intellectuals than the wages of ordinary workers and state officials, and enjoy life more abundant product supply.

1952, due to the U.S. in the war spread of infectious diseases using biological weapons, the North Korean government in late 1952 issued 11 policy of universal free medical care, and fully implemented in 1960, free medical system. DPRK implementation of > As a result of the socialist planned economy, in Korea, from rural to urban housing construction by the national unity, unified distribution. During the inspection process, both in rural or urban, we see that most residential buildings. rural as No urban population density, housing built larger than the area of urban housing are essentially two-story hillside small building, urban residents of the housing according to population distribution, all the married person can apply to about 70 square meters housing. not married living together with their parents, the state has given considerable population by family housing area. In addition, according to local people, particularly high-level North Korean officials unless there is no special treatment, housing and welfare of their unified standards and national .

Although North Korea in the basic living facilities, education, health and achieve universal free supply, but because of the limited supplies available for distribution in North Korea, although no worries people, but also little surplus, the basic maintained at a subsistence level on the whole line. In Korea, few see the car driving, almost all of the bus, the supply of food is also very short. This is because Korea itself geographical limited resources are not abundant, especially in the no oil and other energy sources; other side of the Western countries because of its perennial trade embargo and blockade. Of course, we can think that if North Korea did not choose socialism, Western countries will not block it, as it may be a more like South Korea developed capitalist countries. But this way of thinking ignores the other problem, that North Korea is not socialism because of poor choice, because the Western blockade of poverty, with whom the West does not trade, can only lead to self-reliance, so that limited resources to be evenly distributed, assigned to each person what the hands will be very limited. From here we can see, the Western capitalist system in order to maintain the legitimacy of the possibility of human to curb the development of socialism, the Western countries do not to the planned economy and the average distribution of labor income countries in international trade on equal rights, not those countries are unable to participate in international exchange. In fact, the domestic economic system and the international economic system are two different aspects of the problem, so far Try a variety of human failure in the system of production, distribution, exchange of the free combination and in the experience of the system on the basis of comparison between the best combination of potential, which can not be said to maintain its capitalist system for the existence of a strategy of permanent .


; is the envy of Korean children living

in the inspection process, impressed us most is that the Korean children free and happy life. anywhere in the DPRK, we have seen the most residential housing construction is and schools. DPRK due attention to environmental protection, the domestic per capita green area fifty-eight%. everywhere in the city square, shade and lawn provides the most security for children and the broad world of pleasure. Since scarcity of motor vehicles and social stability and harmony in the city is the most beautiful scenery in the Korean children frolicking everywhere. In Korea, even the children about two years old with no parents in the next games care, close to North Korean children are completely natural, they Chinese children do not eat snacks and have to play endless video games, the cooperative nature of their entertainment and undefended, in twos and threes they play in the roadside grass, skating.

Skating is the most common in Korea to see the children entertainment. ubiquitous on the streets in Korea a group of youth wearing skates to play the whole day together. In North Korea Kim Il Sung Square (equivalent to our Tiananmen Square), We did not see the crowd and over and over one after another Mojian placement of police and plain clothes, saw a group of students took the side of the square net in volleyball, the square in the center of many children roller-skating, the scene was giving a paradise feeling, can not help people on the foreign media's distorted reports North Korea was angry, not only people living in North Korea said unlike anywhere in the outside world tyranny dictatorship under surveillance, but live in peace and feel comfortable. There is no unemployment in the Worries, fear for competition, no bandits, human traffickers, swindling, and thus the child can be in the most relaxed and free environment for the growth in an innocent childhood spent. In contrast, closely follow the parents around, in the so-called honeypot soak large Chinese kids to have a false start at the starting line to face competitive pressure on the finish of the tutorial, finish homework, can not travel alone, the lack of awareness of cooperation, all people can not but concerns about the future of the Chinese nation.


friendship sealed in blood

visit our site visit North Korea in addition to life, another main purpose is to commemorate the Korean War 60 anniversary of the DPRK to China Volunteers grave.

In recent years, the United States followed the lead of the traitor right CD issued frequently denied the voice of the Korean War. In their eyes, the Korean War not only in the country without power, even heinous, is to take lives of Chinese people to support an authoritarian government, is worth the stupid act of trampling on human rights in China's shameful crimes. they ignore the United States war to the Chinese border, an open challenge to China's sovereignty, the fact that iron, ignoring the United States to snatch exploits, attempts to dominate Asia of criminal intent, just imagine the United States in the world to promote democracy and freedom of God's angels.

However, the devil angel face can not cover the nature of China's neighboring countries when the United States frequently conducted joint military exercises East Asian countries to incite anti-China sentiment in support of Tibetan separatist, East Turkistan separatists forces trying to split China, troops in all countries, the widespread construction of military bases close to the formation of encircling China, we look around, only North Korea that we can really rely on friends China and the DPRK friendship cemented in blood is worth not only a valuable asset we value, it is that we can long-term cooperation, the joint acts of resistance to U.S. imperialism, a solid foundation.

we examine the process in North Korea , you can deeply feel the friendship between China and the DPRK North Korean government to maintain the good intentions and strong determination, a large sports show in North Korea friendship will last forever as the Yalu River as the water there is no common lot between the common interests? Is China to the United States said North Korea was once despised good foreign policy has not been proved to be short-sighted behavior of a naive do?

as Xi Jinping, the Memorial Korean War 60th anniversary of the speech, said: impact of the change after World War II in Asia and the world political landscape. The victory, fully reflects the Chinese fear of rape, the firm determination to safeguard world peace and a strong force, which greatly improved China's international status, most Great inspired the world oppressed nations and people for national independence and liberation of the just cause, which greatly advanced the cause of world peace and human progress We have to develop thinking, long-term perspective to look at Sino-DPRK relations, examine the international reality, any wishful thinking, flatter power's foreign policy can only return the final results of disgrace. China, only has to stand firm In the world of oppression and exploitation of the national side, has always united the overwhelming majority of services in developing and developed countries to international economic and political order, and tenacious struggle, can become a positive force in maintaining world peace, to consolidate its international status, will advance the cause of socialism!

Fate of the doomed space (network game of life complex)

 About the first semester of high exposure to online games, when hot, is legendary, and enchanted by it many a day after ..... to think that everything is their own, and classmates and friends do not know many people who never The fighting continued on the inside, Sisha, Need to find equipment and upgraded by the kind of pleasure, a lot of days and the good times also in the fantasy life in that ...... I have been fortunate to spend some When things happen to me, I used a very extreme way to deal with it can be said of blind impulse, but also a rebellious, but the consequences are so it dawned on me, I was fascinated from a piece of virtual and started my new life and even learning to own today .... in the university, to see so many people around online games, and endless fascination with the new game once .... remember those days , after reading some books, I wrote in a notebook these words.
online game seems to be for our generation born! our generation, I think it was born after 1980 ...
online games for a generation born alone, lonely people move about the meantime, the shuttle ancient and modern, free world of life and death game too ...... temptation to empty the game is too unreal, in fact, everything in the fate of the doomed space ......< br> We are happy, because raising the level of national life, we rarely consider the problems of living at home need help!
us early, because the television, the media unprecedented prosperity! constant contact us all kinds of information, let us know early in a lot of things! However, we are doomed to a generation of lonely!
little brothers and sisters in this world, few people have the same with their own blood, in the care of elders , in the elders were a lot of bad people on the outside of intimidation, we also learned the loneliness! also learned to protect themselves! we are rebellious, we have our own ideas, we like to do things their own way, we do not that dogmatic obedience school management, parents are not subject to the pressure under the sticks and care!
so that we are lonely, rebellious, and proud to grow!
online games is a very wonderful world in here. people and people from the close to close the distance, standing in the screen close to the same point! same time, this can be very far away and very far away to every corner of the world! body words which we, as long as they do not said that no one can know who I am, it is entirely by their own master, you need to know how much the other side, the other side can only know how many!
because nothing can make us so close to this generation, and nothing could make so freely of our generation to do their own thing, which we upgrade, exercising, killing ...... there is no reason!!!
two names, one is our parents picked and chose only to write name on the account of this, one is supposed to represent their own personal game name!
two roles, one to learn, to finish the job, another may be tough persistent sharp sword fighters, may be a continuous read the spell of the Master, may also be a life-saving priest!
two of the world! out of the door, the streets busy, noisy city with lively as usual, get into the game, medieval knights, castles, ancient Orc, dinosaurs, the same fantasy realm ....... the excitement! just go with the reality is so great!
two kinds of feelings, not late, can not leave early, not puppy love, not curse, can not fight, can not ...... In short, not too much! to the game, however, these have become the server can mm 24 hours for us, no tardiness, said it has accurate to say it can be happy! for any PK, as long as you want the person to die! then you can up the sword mm Although the results may be their own hang!
is such a world, let us indulge this generation Among them, laughing as online games, crying for online games, gradually lost their ......< br> has been a long time without playing online games, high school, I had indulged in the game is to make me crazy, I lost my game, that is my memorable moments, with joy, sorrow and grief ...... have been addicted!
I do not regret that period of time addicted! that most worthy of nostalgia for my time!! there will no longer have that kind of time!!
as a commemoration of my returning to the

2007-06-24 a false war

 『1』
when to leave.
When quiet.
The night. I'm crying again.
Sad. Very sad.
Do not know what the sad.
Simply inexplicable.
ensuing crying again.
Swelled tears again and again.
I want to have people take me out of here.
leave my grief.
leave my emotional.
how much you want. how much you want.
『2』
bloody game.
continues.
the night. I cut your fingers again.
I always This could not help myself.
many times I asked other people.
if I cut fingers. Why would you care about me?
be answered distressed. Some people do not.
this is ignorance. This is the reason.
I do not know what this game to mean.
what I really am trying.
what I really want to.
I do not know. a little bit is not know.
『3』
black out.
away to leave me your hypocrisy.
I always could not help out all their trust.
I've always been back and forth complex deception.
Can not cheat.
Could I leave a way out.
I black out you.
this strange black out your rogue man.
leave me This strange nasty woman.
I do not want you to hurt me again.
I do not want you to continue cheating on me.
tell you is I do not trust myself. rather than not to trust others.
I try trust you. What were the results?
is your insatiable tease.
I know you want me to trust you. then looted all of my feelings.
I tell you. I do not need your feelings. < br> good. You bastard male.
put your hypocrisy.
farther away from me your nonsense. farther away from me.
4 』『 small dry
Yen.
a child.
I'm just a kid. ask you not to do this to me.
I'm just a kid. I can not stand your hypocrisy.
I'm just a kid. Let me ask you something pure .
I'm just a child. beg you.
I'm just a child. beg you.
I'm just a child. you roll.
2007.6.24